just living 'til I die
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1. Are her lips like the hot chocolate your mother made
During the winter months when you were seven? Or have you not tasted her well enough to find the fine granules of cocoa that lightly come with each kiss?

2. Do you know her favorite songs? Not when she is happy, but when she is sad. What music reaches inside her ribcage and softly consoles her heart?

3. When she is sad, are you on the phone or are you at her door? Words do not wipe away tears, fingers do.

4. Do you know all the things that keep her up at night? Do you know why she has gone three days without sleep? Do you know of the insurmountable waves of sadness that wash over her like a tsunami?

5. Do you know the things to say that will calm her heartbeat? The places to touch? The places to love?

6. Everytime you see her do you kiss her like it’s the last time but love her like it’s the first?

7. Do you love her?

8. Do you love her?

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"Things I Want To Ask Your Boyfriend" - Nishat Ahmed  (via modernarthistory)
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Tonight I listened to a voicemail you left me three months ago.
In it, you told me to go fuck myself.
I still remember that night.
I still remember those words rolling off your tongue so gracefully.
I remember wondering how someone so beautiful could be so cruel.

Two months ago I called you at three A.M.
I expected you to ignore it, or to send me to voicemail;
those were two of the things you were best at.
You answered and I felt my heart begin to race;
you probably thought it was because I missed you,
but truthfully it was because I didn’t expect you to answer,
and because I really had to pee.
I asked you how you were and you sat there quietly and confused.
It was like you forgot that I existed and that I was once a part of your life.
You told me “fine” and I smiled.
That was the last conversation we had.
I made sure to let go of you, and every negative word that was said, in a peaceful way.

Fast forward two months, and I still wonder how you are.
I still wonder how your dog is and if you’ve seen any good movies lately.
If you ever heard me say this, you’d probably blush like you used to whenever I said something sweet.
You’d probably think I think these things because I still love you, that I still want you.
But that is not the case.
You see, six months ago I was jumping through hoops to please you.
To make sure that you were happy before myself.
To make sure that I was the one causing your happiness.
But it is not six months ago.
It is now.
And now I simply remember you as a person I gave my soul to.
A person I told secrets to at 4am and fucked to feel a sense of closeness.
A person I loved, yes.
But it is not six months ago.
It is now, and now I miss you.
I miss the way you called randomly just to ask how my day was.
I miss the way you seemed to care, even if you didn’t.
I miss the friendship and the secrets and the stories.
And maybe one day things will be different.
Maybe you’ll call me on a Tuesday afternoon and ask how my day was.
These are the things I think about before my eyes slowly close and I am finally rewarded with sleep.
But for right now?
Go fuck yourself.

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(via skinfilledthoughts)
megustamemes:

Japan does pranks right
lovely-fae:

thedarksideofnerd:

I have had many of days like this

Happens soooo many days..
comedycentral:

James Franco loves himself, but not as much as our roasters are going to love destroying him.
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meganalexandram:


For Lovers Only - Behind the scenes


Sooooo beautiful.
princessbrononoke:

“Princess baby sorry my writingis so messy but my thumb hurts and itwon’t stop bleeding.     I love you so much baby, you reallyare the greatest thing that’s everhappened to me. You really have no ideahow much I love you babe.   I got some blood on this note, I hopeyou don’t mind.    You’re totally my best friend andI’ll always be here for you no matter what.I’ll love you more than anyone else will. You mean the world to me.      I can’t help but smile when   I see you because I feel so lucky tohave somebody like youI’m in so much love with you.I can’t wait to marry you PrincessYou really mean the world to me.I’d do anything for you babeYou’re the most gorgeous person alive it’shard to believe you’re all mine.I’m never going to leave you andI hope you never leave me.I’m in so much love with you.     I love you Princess                       -Anthony”
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-Found this in the gutter while I was out one day, and it’s by far the coolest/creepiest/saddest thing I’ve ever found.-